I was reading today in Esther. It was really amazing to see how God timed the edict to destroy, to kill, to annihilate the Jews. The edict was written on the 13 day of Nisan (the first month). It would have started to be sent out on the 14 which was the Jewish day of Passover. It would have been a reminder to the Jews of God's great ability to deliver. It would give them hope that God could have a huge deliverance planned . The edict was not to be carried out until the 12 month so the Jews would have time to pray, etc.
"These steps are part of the process of self-examination and repentance. As St. Paul counsels in 2 Corinthians 13:5, "Examine yourselves...." There are two fundamental sources of help for practicing self-examination. The first and most important help, which seems almost superfluous to mention, is the Holy Spirit. The Spirit indwells us as believers. The Holy Spirit knows us thoroughly and searches the deep things of our lives. (Read for instance such passages as Psalm 139, John 7:37-39, John 14:16-26, Romans 8:26-27). To invite Him to search your heart is an invitation not merely to compile a list of sins to be gotten through; it is an opportunity for growth, learning, discovery, making new connections, receiving insight and to seek His help in putting things in order. The second help for self-examination is a written list to be worked through with self-honesty. Some people use the Seven Deadly Sins--(Pride, Envy/Jealousy, Anger, Sloth/Melancholy, Greed, Gluttony and Lust), others, the Ten Commandments, or the Litany of Penitence in the Ash Wednesday Liturgy (BCP, p. 267). One possibility that is often forgotten is to use not those lists that accentuate the negative dimensions of our lives but to ask the question about the place and pursuit of virtue. After all we have spent, as a culture and Church, far too much time with the clarification of values and given too little attention to the cultivation of virtue. So to take the Beatitudes, or the Fruit of the Spirit listed in Galatians 5:19-26, or even Seven Saving Virtues (Justice, Courage/Fortitude, Prudence/Wisdom, Temperance, Faith, Hope and Love) as the focus, after scrutinizing our sins of omission, can be a profitable exercise indeed. Such written forms might nudge us into areas we might be unconsciously avoiding and yet towards that which God would have us go. "
NOTE: MY SPIRITUAL SUNDAY POST IS THE ONE BELOW THIS
The fullness of Your grace is here with me The richness of Your beautys all I see The brightness of Your glory has arrived In Your presence God, Im completely satisfied
For You I sing I dance Rejoice in this divine romance Lift my heart and my hands To show my love, to show my love
A deep deep flood, an Ocean flows from You Of deep deep love, yeah its filling up the room Your innocent blood, has washed my guilty life In Your presence God Im completely satisfied Category: Music
My son shared this song with me today and it really spoke to me. It is called Beautiful. This is for Spiritual Sunday
As I look into the stars Pondering how far away they are How You hold them in Your hands And still You know this man You know my inner most being, oh Even better than I know, than I know myself What a beautiful God What a beautiful God And what am I, that I might be called Your child What am I, what am I That You might know me, my King What am I, what am I, what am I As I look off into the distance Watching the sun roll on by Beautiful colors all around me, oh Painted all over the sky The same hands that created all of this They created you and I What a beautiful God What a beautiful God And what am I, that I might be called Your child What am I, what am I That You might know me, my King What am I, what am I That You might die, that I might live What am I, what am I, what am I, what am I What am I What am I What am I What am I What am I
THIS TIES IN WITH THE QUOTE BELOW THAT I HAVE BEEN REFLECTING ON THIS WEEK:
"There is only one place where your heart can be healed, restored, satisfied, and protected. ...It will only be filled, satisfied, and at rest when it is filled with the beauty of the Lord." Paul David Tripp
I have been reading Paul David Tripp's little book called -- A Shelter in the Time of Storm. It is a small study on Psalm 27:10
His book really speaks to me and he has just some 2-3 page little devotionals, but they are very thought provoking. Here is one of them--they are sometimes poems (don't worry this is short because of the short lines):
My father and my mother have forsaken me, but the LORD will take me in. Psalm 27:10
Unthinkable irrational impossible to conceive. The Trinity torn asunder. The Son wrenched from His Father. Salvation realized. I am the thief. I am the gossip. I am the rebel. I have wanted my own way in my own time at my appointed place. I have rebelled against Your law and I have set up my own. I deny Your kingship while building a kingdom of my own. I think my wisdom is wiser than You. I think my plan is better than Yours. I crave the sovereignty that only You should have. But You did the inconceivable; You accomplished the undoable. You stood in my place and You satisfied God's wrath. But in the process, the Three in One was torn in two. in the process, the Father did the most painful thing that has ever been done. He turned His back on You. You withstood this pain so that I would never have to. You took my rejection so that I would only ever have acceptance. So, I can rest assured, I can live in hope, I can enjoy true peace, because I know that You are always with me. For long ago on the cross Your rejection was for me the final rejection of rejection.
Take a Moment
1. In what ways would your practical, daily living change if you lived with a deep and lively sense of appreciation fr the horror of the rejection Jesus faced for You?
2. Where is God calling you to offer to others the same love and grace that you have been given?